CHINESE NEW YEAR 3RD AND 4TH DAY

so.. on the 3rd day of chinese new year.. which is yday.. what happened? oh yea.. was suppose to wait for row and ivan they all to come my house for visiting after mr lim's house.. but my mom asked me go to uncle's house coz he got open house.. so end up? they canot come to my house looo... after uncle's house, went to my SIL's mom's house.. after that, went to her grandma's house.. then last house of the day, my 2nd aunt's house.. and thats how my 3rd day ends..

and today.. so fast already the 4th days.. early morning i wake up.. thought my relatives might come early to have their johor laksa here for lunch.. mana tau..my sis' collegue all reach 1st.. there was around 8-10 ppl bah.. sho many ppl.. they talk and laugh till so loud.. f3 dunno which of them while eat laksa dropped my slipper magnet on the fridge there.. then the magnet and the slipper.. seperated... T_T around 2 smthing then my relative reaches.. they stay here a while oni la.. after eat zao liao.. then i also took a short nap.. i also 4got how long i slept on the sofa until i saw my SIL when i open my eye.. scary.. @@

tonite our dinner is bbq chicken.. got hotdog, cocktail and er lamb.. i didnt take the lamb lah.. i dunno how to eat.. oni my BIL knows.. actually, i thought this would be the small happy reunion for our family since my sis and BIL is at KL.. while my bro and SIL is at SG.. and because of that, we seldom have the chance to sit down together around the table, eat together and chat among us.. but it turned out the other way round.. totally oposite than what i've been expecting.. because of my silly mistakes and my selfishness.. i've just spoilt everyone's mood and the meeting.. i remember my SIL asked me if i like chinese new year or not.. and i told her i like coz got holidays.. honestly, i dont really like chinese new year.. becoz in my memories, every year's chinese new year sure got bad thing happen to my family.. and frankly, just now b4 the things that i dowan to happen happened.. i had a stupid thought.. it's just like a sense.. somehow my 6th sense sensed that there's smthing bad gonna happen.. and true enough.. it happened.. smtimes i really dowan to have my sort of 6th sense.. its like so unlucky to have it.. coz everytime what i've sensed, which is always bad one.. comes true.. ahhh... not much to say bout it.. things happened shall be forgotten and forgiven.. i dont wish to have another this kind of chinese new year.. not anymore after 3 straight years happened...

and tommorrow will be the 5th day.. where i'll be returning to my school life.. no more of holiday life or what chinese new year mood.. ppl always say, chinese new year got 15 days.. but for me, it ends as soon as my sch starts.. form 6 is really tough.. tough enough for me to give up.. but i dont want and i dont wish i will have the thought to give up.. arhh.. tml starts school.. stress mode is back.. and i dont have the schooling mood yet.. what more to say.. going to school?