the cloud's nerves which will harm the living things on earth.. this is what i saw last night, similar one lah.. not exactly the same.. i bo eng snap pic ma.. skarly snap i pula yang tio thunder.. i pula yang chao ta.. f3

next? had extra class today.. of course, chemistry again.. had 2 practical assessments. today i found out something interesting. what thing? hmm.. i found out that those who went for any tuition has the advantage on school's assessment or any homeworks.. they can just get the answers blindly from their tuition teacher.. for example, this morning there's one experiment that we have to create ourselves and do out the experiment to answer the question that is given.. to my surprise, majority of them knows what are they suppose to do, and know every single thing.. including the apparatus that they are going to use.. everything went very accurately. how can you know that you're going to use a 250cm³ beaker instead of 150cm³ beaker before you take those thing to set up your experiment? another thing is, those tuition teacher also a school teacher in other school, a normal teacher. mayb in school, those teachers might like our teacher, wouldnt tell us what we're going to do, and want us to think ourselves.. but in tuition how? they tell answer also bah.. so what i was thinking right, those go for tuition, they pay for extra knowledge and understanding or... for answers?

dont get me wrong here, i dont mean i bay song those who went for tuition or what.. what i mean is, why not our school teacher could tell us a lil bit more on what we're going to do, or what we're suppose to do? since its not forbidden to tell as those tuition teachers can tell? does this society have to be so materialistic? whats so important about materials? to look grand? to feel proud? or to be the outstanding one? materials cant do much.. materials is just like a thick black cloth that will blindfold you till you wouldnt know what you're doing.. it only have meaning for those who want to be known wealthy.. not for those who wanna looks grand, proud and outstanding.. whats important is education.. beating everyone in education then can grant u proudness and to be the outstanding one.. well, although i've said so much on these things.. no doubt that im not that good in education.. and i am not the outstanding one in class either.. im not proud of my education, dare not to.. but one thing for sure is, im proud of myself.. im proud of just being myself.. be the one to just accept what had fall on me.. thank for what is given to me.. praise the Lord for my blessed family.. although sometimes i may blame Him for calling my dad to be with Him..

hmm.. from this post onwards, i want to declare certain things officially.. first, i will not bother on what people are saying about me, about what people might comment about me.. be it bad or good, i wouldnt care anymore.. second, i will not care on what's happening on some people's relationship anymore.. so, there's need not to tell me anything about the happening, need not to keep me update.. you may tell me, but it'll be left in right out.. i am tired on listening all those stuff already.. i was hoping for some good news.. but eventually it was always the same news i've received.. the same thing keep happening over and over again.. say want to let go, say want to give up, say dont want to give false hope.. but end up, another new member joined.. and everything went more complicated, corrupted.. mayb i dont have the right to comment on this, but this is what i think all this while, its all my true thoughts.. what i was hoping is that we can go to school happily together, not with those fake face.. not with those weird feelings in the heart..

anyway, i'll still treasure our friendships despite the happenings around^^ i'm glad to have you all as my friends!! but i shall talk less in class and no commenting xD

okay~~ what's next? ah yea.. i reach home, found out that my modem's DSL light is off!! OMG!! what happened!! AAAAA!!! i'm sure last nite i did off the modem when my mom warn me about the thunder that might strike my modem once again!! check check here and there.. then i smell something burning, something chaota around the telephone cabel.. hahaha.. it was the DSL filter!! it splitted into two, unable to close back anymore.. hahaha.. that whole thing chao ta and smelly.. lucky the thunder strike it and not my modem and not my house phone either!! lucky!! thank God for waking me up last nite to go off my modem.. kakakakaa!! then, lucky also we got a spare filter, i plug in... and.. everything goes normal!! XD sho happieeee...

TADAA~~~ hahaha!!

-"Material things can't make the soul whole. The only the love, trust, and loyalty of friends can do that."- [ANDY SPAK]