during my holidays in kl, when i have free time, i'd go to online and do what? watch anime. lol.. now you know why i didnt touched my book at all. got free time, online watch anime, that's when nephew is sleeping. if he's awake, i'd play with him, crazy with him. now, there's this anime with the title "school days". sounds nice right. well yea, the beginning only. at first i went to search, to see what is the anime about on the web. surprisingly, the anime is tagged as horror. i dont get what it means, cos as i watch, nothing is horrify to me. but i changed my thinking when i reach the ending. haha. it's really a horror anime. from a nice starting, the story went on with a climax change which you dont expect it to be that way. well, i dont want to say much here, if you're interested, you may want to watch it free from CRUNCHYROLL

and, though the anime is just so so to me, but im addicted to the songs! so i went to download the original anime soundtrack, and i've been listening to it since. haha. it's really really nice. cos personally i prefer slow and sad songs.. weird right? sometimes can listen till feel sad too, as if i understand what the singer is trying to tell the listener through their songs. maybe im just too emo. haha. crazy me. here's the picture.



suddenly thought of something. i hope you're reading this post right now, though you always say you come to my blog just to look at those pictures that i posted up. sometimes, i think you really have to think from other's side. and, before you comment anything about me, make sure you're doing better than me. what im trying to mean is, you have NO RIGHT to say me anything when you yourself NEVER set a good example to me. i always kept quiet doesnt mean i can bear with you. its just that, though i have the courage to finally say it out, nobody seems to understand me. what's worst when you doubt me. im at the positive side, and you're saying im negative. fine.. im used to it already though. im not going to say anything, anymore. so when the time comes, dont ask why i never tell you earlier or tell me that i should have say out how i feel to solve the problems.

and now it's about friend. i guess i've posted up a few posts on this topic. well, as we all know, STPM is just around the corner. and we're all working hard to prepare for it. and.. please dont set me as your target or what. you want to study hard, just go ahead. dont bother about me. dont be so kiasu that you ask about my marks and how i was doing for studies everyday. dont get offended here. if you do, maybe you're the one i suppose? just like what ppl always say, the one who eat chilly is the one who feel the spicyness. (direct translate from the bm) lol. and! dont always judge me. you're not my who. you have NO RIGHT to do so too. and dont simply make assumption about anything when you DONT KNOW the whole thing. who knows if the things are actually come from you?

i guess i have to stop here. if not, many people will feel offended. you know, nowadays people are easily feel offended. very sensitive. or shall i say, too sensitive. why? cos they're doing something bad behind people, thats why they're afraid of people saying back about them. thats why whatever people say, they will always thought they're saying them.. which by right, maybe no? okay, im off topic again. i shall stop. haha. remember, dont get offended yea. *wink wink* haha. tata~