Sometimes I wonder.. Do God can really hear my prayers? I've been praying hard for them ever since I knew the news. I even shed my tears of joy when I knew it. But why it turn out this way. Leaving us blank and confuse here. Oh God, please tell me what is Your plan. A moment You grant us the good news, next You made our hearts sank, then, You raised our hope again. Should we really hope? How high can we hope? Sigh.. Please God. I am desperately and eagerly wishing and hoping for a miracle. Please grant me this wilful wish.. Please.. Give us good news. May they all be happy, healthy, and safely. Amen.